The rage of the warrior queen, or: A thousand spears to set yourself free

What am I writing about, you may ask. Well, this post will be a little useful practice that can help you unleash that energy you’ve got, without harming anyone, including yourself. We all are currently facing some kind of rough time, right? There might be times when you feel you don’t have yourself under control as much as you would like. And this is just what it is, it’s part of the game we’re in. We don’t have to be nice and calm all the time. Not even ‘controlled’. These shifts in energy, that can make our own energy burst forward, are here for bringing change. But nobody benefits from uncontrolled distruction. Yes, old structures will need to go. Yet you don’t want to distroy yourself, the people and the things you love in the process. That’s why this practice will be a lifesaver if you continue to work with it. If you are facing a lot of pressure these times, and I bet you do in some way, this is for You:

You can do this practice in front of your altar or in your sacred space, in standing position, or just in a meditative state. In that case find a comfortable meditating position in a quiet place where you can make sure you won’t be disrupted. Whether you want to cast a circle or do the work only in your mind, that’s up to you, your preferences and stage of practice. If you don’t do a lot of energy work usually, I highly recommend grounding and centering yourself properly, maybe spending a while in meditation, before you start.

First, out of a meditative state, concentrate on the emotion that is causing your rage. Feel it flowing within you. Only observe. You are a container filled with water. Remember, your body is made up of water and all that water contains the emotion. The emotion is your flowing water, your fluid of power set in-motion by an impulse. Of course you could feel out what that impulse is, but this is not as important right now. Somehow that impulse has heated your specific fluid of life up, creating correspondence. It is completely up to you to alter or transform the state of your fluid any way you wish. Just now, it is flowing within you. Now, direct your fluid down towards the ground of the Earth. You will feel your energy drop, and experience a deep grounding. All your power is going into the ground, where the water melts together with the dry earth. Guess what it creates? A whole big lot of mud. That’s alright, just feel the muddiness of this substance. Imagine you stamping around in that mud, mixing it even better, like a child having its fun. Macha, the warrior queen, enjoys dancing in the mud of the battlefield. Like she is warming it up, preparing for her victory. Hear the beat of her feet stamping on the ground…they resemble your own heartbeat. Do you feel the ground heating up, mud starting to splash all over? Now is the time you’ll want to draw this powerful mix, yes the whole battlefield mud, up into your body again. How does this feel? Is it heavier than before? You can feel the damp earth inside you now, grounding every cell of your being from within with its securing calm energy. You can feel more easily at peace now, while still being aware of the heat that is going up your spine. The energy rises, now set free in your body, and transformes into hot steam. Your own water is now propelling upwards. It has changed its form and wants to burst out through your head. But don’t let it yet. Be aware of the pressure that is produced inside of you and then carefully lift up the lid of the container that is you, only a tiny bit. And let the force that is beaming its way up emerge out of you in a controlled manner. Like a tea pot constantly releasing its hot steam, right into the surveying consciousness of the Goddess.

Release your upheated pressure and gift it to the divine, one theme by one. Imagine each single pack of burden, anger or pressure forming into one single sharp-edged spear. No matter if it is one, ten, fifty spears, or a thousand spears. Release them all. Macha will take care of them. They are a precious gift for her. See the queen dancing on top of the spearheads in her full power. As she gladly appreciates them, she collects them for later use in the battle.

Now return to your own body, feel the calm and peaceful presence of the earth inside you. You are safe and your are loved. You will go the right path because you are secure. There is no other way than the one right for you. Be assured that the divine is always with you. You are connected to it and a part of the universe. You are now part of the earth that is going to be re-formed and you are cared for.

The next time you face that thing whatever caused you trouble, you can be sure that it will turn out alright. There is no need to get raged and fight it. If you feel that this is something that really needs that change, faithfully call on Macha. She will use your very own spears you gifted into her custody to bring about this change with divine force, if it is the right way. If you are called by her then to act your part of it, be prepared to do so, but don’t force anything. Just trust in her judgement.

Imagine her throwing your spears onto the ground that needs to be re-created. They hit the earth as the heaviest of raindrops, having the power to change the landscape forever. Feel the eruptions troughout the earth and be ready to be fundamentally changed too as part of the earth itself. We all will bring about the New Earth. We only need to be willing.

Blessed Be

~ Lady Lenora